33 in ’12: Changeling

I… am in denial.

* * *

You by the light is the greatest find
In a world full of wrong you’re the thing that’s right
Finally made it through the lonely to the other side

You said it again, my heart’s in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I’m at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark,
And I’m in love and I’m terrified.
For the first time and the last time
In my only life.

This could be good
It’s already better than last
And nothing’s worse than knowing
You’re holding back
I could be all that you needed
If you let me try

You said it again, my heart’s in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I’m at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I’m in love and I’m terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only

I only said it ’cause I mean it
I only mean it ’cause it’s true
So don’t you doubt what I’ve been dreaming
‘Cause it fills me up and holds me close
Whenever I’m without you

You said it again, my heart’s in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
Watching the shadows burning in the dark
I’m at the edge of my emotions
And I’m in love and I’m terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only life

“Terrified”
Katharine McPhee feat. Zachary Levi

* * *

Dear You,

In several exchanges you have asked me how you make me feel. Every single time I’ve told you the truth.

You make me feel happy…
Safe…
Important…
Wanted…

You make me feel like I’m so much more than how I see myself…

Yesterday, however, I realized that there’s something else you make me feel. And this is something that I only realized of late…

You make me feel afraid.

I’m afraid that I may feel too much for you and you may feel too little for me.

Love,
Me

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3 Comments

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3 responses to “33 in ’12: Changeling

  1. Scary! Tandaan mo lang – “Past behavior predicts future behavior…” 😉 People change- YES- some becomes better…some worse…

  2. Yes, apparently, a leopard can’t change its spots. Fortunately, neither can I. :p

  3. Sheryll

    You can change – for the better, if you wanted to. You are a strong willed and brilliant lady, use it to your advantage.

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